We are an interesting being

I just realise that no matter how strong our faith, when we don't get what we desire, there is something in us that desire for that very thing we have been denied of, even though we have the knowledge that God have the best plan for us and good things will come to pass in His time!

I haven't figure out if it is because we don't trust enough in His promise for us, that His plans are to prosper us and He has great plans for our lives, or if it is the arrogance in us that think that "Hey, I know what is better for me than God, my creator!".

All I know is at the moment, I am desiring the very thing that I have been denied of, although something inside me keep saying "do you not trust that God can provide you with a better future, better plan than what you have seen".

What is wrong with me, is my faith not strong enough?

I don't doubt that He can provide anything and everything far above what I can imagine. But somehow I so desire that thing now that my vision seem to be stuck at this road block and I can't see anything that is better than this thing that I so desire at the moment.

I seriously need my vision to be enlarged!!!

There is a future that is far brighter than what I have seen so far because I serve a limitless God! Faith! I really need to believe and hang on to this now.

Start of a new chapter of my blog

I've decided to change the title of my blog from insignificant and insubstantial to life in bite sizes because lately whenever I think of posting a post, something inside of me feel knotted looking at the title of my blog... It somehow ticked that what I have to say and what I do and go through daily is not insignificant and insubstantial like what I thought it to be years ago, because I actually mattered to my heavenly Father so how can anything that I have to say be insignificant or insubstantial? I count for something, I am of value, hence the new title of my blog will be Life in Bite Sizes! Stay tuned peeps!

Do I or would I be able to be all of the below

Pulled in all direction
Juggle multiple task
Think on my feet
Good memory
Highly numerical
Analyses things day in day out

Really not so sure if the first option is how I want to live my life.

Where has the time gone...

We are now in the month of May.

I could still remember when we were waiting to greet the new year.

Almost half of the year has gone past. The saying time do not wait for anyone really rang true to my heart.

Time to review my resolution and refocus I'll say, otherwise come December, I look back at my year and be disappointed that I haven't achieve anything.

Is there anyone feeling the same way as me?